Smokescreen Lyrics

It's not your fault for

The way I've turned out

There's just so much

I put myself through

I'm losing touch with

Who I want to be

Should I be afraid of

Turning out like you

Tell me it's not true

Sitting alone at the side of my bed

Writing songs about mistakes

I haven't laid to rest yet

Help me learn to reconcile with these

Thoughts in my mind cause

I hate being cynical

Will I fall in line

Will I fall in line

Yea

Is this all a lie

Everything keeps moving forward

While I'm stuck here wasting your time

My throat is sore, and my eyes are dry

I think I've finally lost my mind

Where did things go wrong

When will it be enough

These thoughts are heavy enough

To break my bones and reduce my hope

To dust that collects in an ashtray beside

All the problems I choose to ignore

Your trust in me seems to have faltered more

Was it something I did

Is it the son I came to be

I wish that I could change these

things that come in between you and me

I'm falling deeper into my mind

Losing sight of what it's like to know

I haven't let you down

And that you see all that I try