Damien Karras Lyrics

We used to talk a lot

We used to be friends

Knew i'd count on you in the end

Now you're just a room in my head

Read the book, i know all that it says

Every scripture i pondered in dread

I saw buckets of people all shuffling dead

With a tie on their neck and some blood in their beds

But fuck it, it's something i guess

Personally i turned to rap and some weed

Panic attacks and the lack of some sleep

I had a surgery back in '01

And i think that i tragically had to become

Someone that was sheltered and kept from the light

I almost lost every aspect of life

And it still feels like there is no difference now

God lift me up and i cut me back down

But i never look down on those people for nothing

It'd probably help me, just hoping for something

But i chose to go and bet all on myself

My biggest mistake was believing in hell

Cause nobody's punished, i see its absurd

My father, a rapist, is free as a bird

And he use to have his own issues with christ

Went back and forth between different lives

And when i get scared, and that shit has been often

I fold up my hands like i'm over a coffin

My mother has cancer and i feel exhausted

Trying to find me some flame but i lost it

So why i been talking to god again?

Cause he has done nothing for me

And i never got any fuckin relief

Why i still wanna believe?

I walk in and then i burst into a ball of flames

I walk in and then i burst into a ball of flames