Sink/Find You Lyrics

Feels like every step that i take, i sink down more

And i don't like this place so why i gotta stick around for

Read it on my face, a drop of rain is like a downpour

No more getting up, i think i like just staying down more

100 people somehow in the background

Doesn't matter where i'm at my thoughts are amplified

A rabbit hole becoming actualized

If i don't fit the status quo, my status is a battle cry

Breathing heavily becomes a quick chest

Couple disillusions turn to distress

A moment of confusion is a nightmare

If i slip and skip or miss my cue then i'm sights scared

Look at what i went and fuckin made of me

A shell of what a human is, accumulating make believe

Scenarios and media that i can get entrapped in

And make pretend that i'm someone that's capable of action

And capable of grasping a speck of what he wants in life

Cause looking at the truth is making me not really want a life

I just look around at my whole family, what they got in life

And i don't know if even that's some shit that i would call a life

But who am i to talk

Living my existence on the sidewalk

Listing my decisions all in white chalk

This is make believe, i was never real

Blessed be the miracle boy

Who went and made a happy life that him and god could enjoy

Where he just sits his ass at home and hates himself till he's dead

So give it on up to the lord, his best work in the flesh

You'll never know

I'll never find you

I'll rest my soul

I hope it guides you

I've been alone

I'll sleep beside you

The end is close

I hope i find you

I hope i find you

I hope this finds you

Why there always sun in my breeze

Why am i still cutting my teeth

Why there always blood on my knees

Soon as the summer finish up i might freeze

Why am i always hitting your line

When i know you ain't fixing my life

When i know you ain't giving me time

When i know you ain't sending me signs

This is probably something that go back to pre-k

Praying in the bathroom to lapse the decay

And maybe it just started as an act to be saved

But now its really just how i act and behave

7, was pretending i was somebody else

10, i realized that i'm always myself

Then i tried to rearrange who that truly is

At 21, i've lost track and my view through the mist

But that sounds stupid

This shit's just stupid

You'll never know

I'll never find you

I'll rest my soul

I hope it guides you

I've been alone

I'll sleep beside you

The end is close

I hope i find you

I hope i find you

I hope this finds you

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