Water to Wine... Lyrics

Water to wine huh? nah man I'm fine

This faith keeps on growing harder and harder to find

When your father is dying mom goes to cry

That her sons and her daughters can't bother to try

I wanna know why the love of my life

Has been dealing with depression since as long as she's cried

She's a perfect fucking Christian but god punished thy

Maybe my lack of faith has got caught in his sight

I will never try to barter but I watch as the time

Has made her not love herself how I see her why

And people that are closest to me dropping like flies

Spiritually or physically the problem is mine

But my family's at war while I watch and just cry

My friends keep on dropping me and I don't know why

The country can't agree on n-n-nothing but pride

Can't fix these fucking problems but turns water to wine

Never been one to wanna bother and whine

Any problems I have fought I have solved them or tried

God let me live when I got caught at the light

T boned with my homie and we walked out alive

But everything that followed that awful ass night

Has lead me to believe that the war's in the sky

The devil and the father keep on arguing my

My Fucking life like should I want to die?

They know I can take the punches thrown at me fine

But I look around and see my fucking loved one's demise

I have to sit and take it months and months that go by

Eventually I'm feeling numb from the bull in my life

Makes me not appreciate stuff I love to do I

End up getting lazy put the album aside

Stopped working out and my grades end up fried

Before I know it I Found myself like so damn behind

That everytime I took a step I still was back five

One and only girl I've loved convos turned dry

I reminisce on my old group confused on the crime

I committed to have these people drop me so sly

Like I'm your fucking brother you unbothered so fine

Meanwhile my brothers go to war all the time

My only hope it doesn't end a body to find

A body to fry in a locked up for they life

I guess I should Learn to turn this Water to Wine

Maybe all of it's a metaphor for our lives

Not promised tomorrow just along for the ride

Any second things get wrecked and turn water to wine

Those problems inside can haunt in your mind

Spend the rest of my birthday just scrolling online

Cause my mind flipped the light switch I'll try not to cry

Everything gets dark that's that water to Wine

Everything gets dark that's that water to Wine

I've been dropped I've been blocked Ive been tossed to the side

I've been robbed of accomplishments I Thought it was mine

But the problem is ominous harmonies cry

But They harming me more than these thoughts can be scribed

To Watch the ones you love turn to foes overnight

Watch the ones you love scar their arms up at night

Watch the ones you love getting cuffed for a crime

They was forced into for some food cops don't comply

Watch the ones you loved turn to scoffed thoughts in mind

Watch the ones you loved run and not have a spine

They ain't got yo back they want parts of the prize

Watch the ones you loved double cross the one guy

That has never let you fall stayed so close to your side

Watch the ones you love turn like water to wine

Watch the ones you love wanna stop their own life

Watch the ones you love end up homeless and fight

Watch the ones you hate fucking coast and survive

Not an ounce of remorse and they boast bout they lives

Meanwhile, I feel like a, shitty son, brother, boy-

Friend, and grown men have chose Me a target to pry

Cause god forbid I exist the thug sagging white

Fucking Burden to society appalled at the sight

I'm gonna fucking learn to turn this water to wine

I gotta fucking learn to turn this water to wine…