Cyclothymia ft. Tyor Lyrics

I go back and forth From legend to depression

And when That's the war The mission lacks precision

What I'm rapping for It isn't quite consistent

Pain is manageablem But it visits when I'm missing

Something I can't quite describe I myself pretty confused

I keep asking why do I Get in these shitty damn moods

Sometimes I would cry at night Wake up feeling that you

Can't fuck with me and I'm alive Bolts fly through me pikachu

I ain't never felt like this don't even wanna help my friends

Trust no one in hell I'm in this room it kinda smells like shit

All the bull spilled out wise lips they can't even spell righteous

A fucking hole I fell right in does it ring a bell white kid

Man I feel like shit and nobody cares

Confidence ain't shit when you can't share the

Pain that sits when nobody's there the

Way my mood flips it's more than just weird (Yuh)

Maybe I need meds maybe I'm just scared

Have myself admit something I quite aware of

I know I ain't depressed and no I ain't embarrassed

Go from living like a prince to on the streets and glared at

I'm a king and I'm living it kiss the ring and I'm sipping it

Then a ding and I'm Sisyphus with nothing but my mental state

Like a game stuck on level six but it ain't no Nintendo Switch

Struggle can't be explained cause the words ain't invented yet

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna lie

Life just ain't been right but I guess that's alright

Running for my life chasing all those highs

Never seen the light but I guess that's alright

Look in my eyes and tell me you ain't ashamed

Just so that I can move on with my day

Pain in my mind, but I won't be made

A fool when I have pride when I step on the stage

I was born a performer I was born to destroy ya

I recorded shit for ya as a metaphorical aura

It's flipping a quarter of a mental disorder

Yeah I am a warrior but maybe I need supporters

Nobody ever considered that

Nobody thinks that I'll get the bag

Nobody bumping my shitty raps

Nobody likes my shit I should quit with rap

Maybe I'll fail this like I failed class

Maybe I'll fail cause the white boy's fucking wack

Maybe I'll fail maybe come in last

Maybe I'll fail everybody laughs

But tomorrow I'm legal my fucking cerebral

Start Constructing cathedrals while y'all stuck with sheet forts

But fuck it I'll sleep through this runt cyclothymia

Cause Tomorrow I'm 18 I gotta flip the mood

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna lie

Life just ain't been right but I guess that's alright

Running for my life chasing all those highs

Never seen the light but I guess that's alright

And that's that man nevermind forget I said anything

Fuck it I'll go to sleep