late nights near the edge of my mind (slowed+reverb) Lyrics

Late nights near the edge of my mind with a bottle in my hand but

Wrath is in my eyes, these days

I don't even got the strength to cry, tear ducts ran dry

I'm dead inside, I thought with enough time I could be better

Stop taking my meds so I could feel the weather

It's a lonely night, and the air is filled with petrichor

Sitting by my lonesome on the side of the road

Breathing slow cause my heart feels torn, always one step short

Always falling down a hole, why do I try anymore

Try to run away but I can't escape the memories from before

Dreams every night of my ghosts from the past

Every word that I've slipped up, every friendship that I fucked up

Scum of the earth, bottom of the barrel and if words are power

Than I have no worth, climb all the highest mountains

Just to jump off, work my way to first just so I could finish last

I pray every night to a God that doesn't hear me

So I gotta try screaming

Screaming out to a world and all it offers

I'm just a lamb that was led to the slaughter

Hypocrite liars always leading me on, silver tongue smiles

With the eyes of the devil, I wish that I could move on

But I'm in the inferno, on the lowest level

Verge led me down a dead end

And I'm tired of bleeding into this pen

Typing out memento mori and I hit send

A last dying message from the undead

A stranger living in a world filled with pus

50 miles an hour I might fucking crash the bus

Late nights near the lake

Ophelia she kissed me on my face and her lips were ice cold

Hair soaking wet, and her body smells like mold

Yet she lured me in, whispered secrets that were never told

Then she grabbed my hand flesh still rotting

With a touch I couldn't stand, and her eyes

Her eyes looked like sea shells shimmered with a hope of a soul

That she never sold and I followed her into the water

As these bubbles rose to the surface

She told me she lives down where the stones and the dirt live

I accepted my fate and the black tar I chose to submerge in

Oh Godinho please don't be nervous

Please don't be nervous