Cant Sleep Lyrics

As I lay alone in my bed, I'm thinking bout things I said

I shouldn't have done it cause I know we had bigger plans

They say that everything happen for a reason right?

The only reason that I ever picked up a pen to write was

Because I stared up at the ceiling one too many nights

Yet and still you ain't have to do me like that

Cause once you cross that line, you know ain't no going back

I skipped class just to see us on different paths

I should've put 2 and 2 together but I'm not good at math

That's exactly why I shouldn't been skipping class

I'm down bad, so many thoughts it drive me mad

Can't even fuck with fam cause they consistently bring me down

Don't care what you see, cause I'm me and I see my crown

I'm destined for greatness, man this verse worth a hundred thou

Like Cole said, I bet on myself and then double down

I'm trying to get out of my head, sometimes I just don't know how

We lost a baby, man that shit really broke me down

This bad karma catching up I can see it now

Dear God, I know that I slept around

I'm not perfect, I even let myself down

But yet and still did you have to take my only child?

I been mad at you, I can't even crack a smile

I'm not asking to rebuke, I'm trying to reconcile

I know this ain't yo doing, it's the Devils trials

But some of these is answers that I can't live without

I really seen the reaper, he said that he would spare me

We played limbo for my soul, man that time was scary

He looked me in the eyes and said he understand me

Embraced the darkness now we best friends like Billy and Mandy

I'm kind of heartless cause my heart cold and that's on my granny

I find it crazy how the reaper treat me better than family

I got pressure on me, living be too stressful for me

That's how I know that life is much more than being successful for me

Sometimes I wonder why my niggas ain't really checking for me

Or why these women only want a nigga sexually

I got a wall up high, this shit protecting my peace

After all I been through, what you expecting of me?

I can't be giving out my trust, that was a lesson for me

Man this shit really be wrecking my sleep.

I really seen the reaper, he said that he would spare me

We played limbo for my soul, man that time was scary

He looked me in the eyes and said he understand me

Embraced the darkness now we best friends like Billy and Mandy

I'm kind of heartless cause my heart cold and that's on my granny

I find it crazy how the reaper treat me better than family