Reflection Lyrics

I'm so high when I'm with you

I can't lie when I miss you

Even when you cry I dismiss you

I'm so tired of my issues

When you smile I could kiss you

I know that's partly why I can't forget you

I'm so high when I'm with you

I can't lie when I miss you

Even when you cry I dismiss you

I'm so tired of my issues

When you smile I could kiss you

I know that's partly why I can't forget you

I know I'm stubborn

I won't call it quits

I know I've hurt you and torn you to bits

My lack of trust makes it hard to commit

I know that I've done things that are hard to forget

My momma done told me to gather my shit

I did some things I ain't proud to admit

I'm tryna be better for you and my son

But I'd get it if you said you wanted to split

I know that I cheated

I know I was wrong

The line that I crossed it could never be drawn

I know that I treated you poorly

And played you again and again

Just Like you were a pawn

I feel like I'm running the race

I know that as soon as I screw up again

There'll be someone who stands in my place

Maybe then you can finally be saved

I'm at war with myself

Tryna battle my demons in hell

I don't know what goes on with my health

Maybe god is just mad at the fact I ain't living to well

Maybe it's time for a change now

Cause the way I've been living is played out

But for now all my cards have been laid out

So you choose how you want this to play out

I don't like to talk about things that I feel

Yeah I always been bad at it

I'll try to get better at opening up to you

It's been a bad habit

I know that you wanna get past it

But lately there's nothing but static

I promise to empty my cabinets

The way that I love you is tragic

I'm so high when I'm with you

I can't lie when I miss you

Even when you cry I dismiss you

I'm so tired of my issues

When you smile I could kiss you

I know that's partly why I can't forget you

I'm so high when I'm with you

I can't lie when I miss you

Even when you cry I dismiss you

I'm so tired of my issues

When you smile I could kiss you

I know that's partly why I can't forget you

I'm so insecure in myself that I let it project to the ones that I love

I just push them away with the fact that I'm struggling with all of the shit that I've done

I'm not proud of the man that I been

But I'm different I promise I'm am

We torn down the walls with our past

But it's time that we start to rebuild them again

Take it one day at a time

I hope our futures align

Maybe now that I'm trying to fix all my issues I'll finally start feeling alive

Nothing can stand in my way

I'm making a change and the day is today

I'm putting my heart on display

Yeah baby I mean what I say

You're at war with yourself

You battle your demons in hell

I took a toll on your health

And it hurts you to know that I could have been helped

But baby it's time for a change now

All our problems been overly played out

You can't tell me there's nothing to save now

Like the walls we were holding just gave out

How could you love me like this

How could you look at my face and not hate me the second I open my lips

how could I blame you for this

I'm not the drug that you need

I bet you feel like the second you see me I steal all the air that you breathe

I know that you wanna be free

I'm so high when I'm with you

I can't lie when I miss you

Even when you cry I dismiss you

I'm so tired of my issues

When you smile I could kiss you

I know that's partly why I can't forget you

I'm so high when I'm with you

I can't lie when I miss you

Even when you cry I dismiss you

I'm so tired of my issues

When you smile I could kiss you

I know that's partly why I can't forget you