COLORS Lyrics

Remember when I was young

I'd color pages

Wonder what color I was based in

Would I take in

If my soul showed in a painting

I was thinking that I was red

Like the ranger

To become a leader was in my demeanor

But the tv showed me I was greener

Man I just wanted to be Tommy

Fighting with Rita Repulsa

Fuck doing things how I'm posta

Life isn't kosher

I was the guy with the most

Until I was fried offa doja

I became colder

When my teen years didn't seem clear I was smoking

I'd go the pier and I hoped and prayed

I would drown in the ocean

Cause I was feeling blue

It wasn't something I would really do

Though I still wasn't self pity proof

Nigga how you feel?

Invisible

Let me give you a different view

When I was a different dude

I developed a black heart

Took a look in the mirror now that's hard

Though regardless I know that's art

It was mad dark

Up at Planet's Park

In the tan bark

Feeling damn hard

Like a land shark

When my lamp sparked

Think i'm Mandark

If I'm that smart

If I ain't fitting up into they palette then i'm finna mix it up

Really give it up

Cause this is what happens when you just don't give a fuck

Now if I lose sleep

Turn to these lessons

Vibin through me

All of these blessings

Color my soul

Color my essence

Color my soul

Color my essence

Ima ride slow

Learn to be present

Hell if I don't

Search in the message

Color my soul

Color my essence

Color my soul

Color my

Now when it got difficult

I just didn't know

That my different goal

Had a principle

I was getting known as the kid with soul

Bringing that indigo

To decalcify

The callus eye

But the saddest lie can't satisfy

And that is why that woke shit

Is a motive to gratify

They say that the greatest ego trip is getting rid of it

Instead of swimming with the river people sit and fish

Picking bits and pieces that's convenient

I could see this with my own eyes

In my own life

I don't know why

Then I nosedived into coke lines

Now I know white

And my old life feel like gold by comparison

That gold life can't afford like i'm Harrison

No Kerrigan, I don't know ice

But I hope I don't die like i'm Marilyn

If I slowed time I would show signs that I care again

Cause shit is gray when you live this way

Wishing on a different day

I should've melded different clay but it's too late

Ain't shit the same

Now as I drip the paint

Canvassing love

All the pain and the baggage I just splash in the cup

Mixing up

Some new colors I can add to this stuff

So I can show that I know when my passion's enough

Cause as I roamed I had grown into rapping and such

So if you're bold you don't know where your path will end up

Or if your path is a crutch

Just a weight on your wings

Cause fam will spam with the love

While they nefariously scheme

Just know my flow so third degree

The pros don't worry me

My soul glow

Now if I lose sleep

Turn to these lessons

Vibin through me

All of these blessings

Color my soul

Color my essence

Color my soul

Color my essence

Ima ride slow

Learn to be present

Hell if I don't

Search in the message

Color my soul

Color my essence

Color my soul

Color my