serendipity Lyrics

I've been calling you

But you don't pick it up

I'm so sick of it

Still, why can't I stop

I've been calling you

About your kissing games

You're selfish for telling me to stay

I've run out of patience

But you don't give a damn

About the things I do

I'm so sick of the waiting

So I take a leap of faith

Hoping you will still behave

Cuz I will be here

Waiting

Aye

Over with the thinkin, open intuition

Sober with the ink pen; goals olympic

So I'm golden with the piss test, coastin on the litmus

Lit, and still colder than a witch tit

Flow with repetition til I'm zoning, goin in-depth

Wrote it just to express, let go of any intent

I know of no beginning- coda to index

One moment within infinite

Tea time with the homies keep us focused on the mission

Hold your position, like lotuses

Yoda with the discipline, but only human

I been missing older bros and sisters, and my donor siblings

Wishin we were closer, though we're growin with the distance

I'm sorry I'm disconnected, I'm Amish with the missed texts

But honest when I say it's not a sign of my disinterest

If you're listenin I hope you know I hope you're winnin

Losin touch, true enough, but I hope you're winnin

I've been calling you

Yeah

But you don't pick it up

Nah

I'm so sick of it

Still, why can't I stop

Hey

You been calling you

Oo-oo

About your kissing games

Oo-oo

You're selfish for telling me to stay

I've run out of patience

But you don't give a damn

About the things I do

I'm so sick of the waiting

So I take a leap of faith

Hoping you will still behave

Cuz I will be here

Waiting

If you're listenin I hope you know I hope you're winnin

And I hope you know there's not a lotta winnin in the hopin

You could be the dopest and still no one would admit it

People so dismissive so you gotta be Corona with persistence

Don't put up with disrespect, but interact knowin that

How they treat you's not unlike their own condition

Kill 'em with kindness; enough are dyin from the virus

And the sickness we afflicted with deeper than COVID symptoms

When this is over ditch your phone and Throw Your Television

In the alternate recyclin, or keep your phone

And call up that homie who's poppin Vicodin to talk to and invite to vent

Isolation's like a ledge, and not everyone can afford psychiatrists

Addiction is expensive, and Big Business is dependent on dependency

And if you have dependents then you tend to be more desperate for remedies

We'd do anything for family, cuz that's the only fuckin coalition

Serendipitous beats selection send me to speak a message

Felt it at the tip of the tongue, attempt to intuit

Been through it, sentiments need no emphasis

In conclusion, it's continuous movement; the end's illusory

Soon to be New Beginnings

I'm lucidly loosening and comin to grips

Solution was elusive

Living monkish; no Thelonius

The loneliest music my soul produces is a mood to soothe the ocean

Otis Redding-esque