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Fucked up

Fucked up

And it's pretty incredible how often those things intersect

Beauty and sadness

Sometimes I feel like it's over

The life I had built- I had to take it apart

It's just begun

Sometimes we just

Sometimes I wish I could just

Sometimes

Sometimes I want to heal the entire world

But sometimes I wonder

Sometimes

I wonder if anybody would ever love me

If everybody could see I'm neurotic, erratic, and fucked up

Spent half a decade and pretty penny on ganja

As if depression could just be undone

It was dumb luck that I won ya over

And I shoulda just got sober

That's what the fuck I owed ya

But I never just let go of my hold on my comfort zone

Nah, I thought I told ya

Robby probably be forever melancholy

And if you betting on me

Then it better be that I'mma beat up my mind

Extended periods of time, but I'mma be

Fine

That's what they tell ya

Who truly wanna uncover what ails ya

They was just worried bout paraphernalia

And there in's the salient error

Parents prepare ya the best that they can for the terrible ways of the world

And you learn how to fake what the world has tainted, in your face when it hurts

The exterior never reveals what a lyrical tell ya

I miss you

But sometimes

Sometimes I really fuckin miss you

In ways that are beyond my control

Sometimes I wish I could just forget you

Sometimes we just got to learn to let go

You know

I know that, but that uncertainty

It's still scary

Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing it all wrong

I wish I could start all over again

Totally lost

Sometimes

I feel like I could love anybody

Because everybody is wounded and foolish and fucked up

Who among us is above us

Young, dumb, with some humble bucks to my bank account

Took the angsty route, and I'm wanderlust

I wonder what all the pain about

And why what bring it out keep the karma comin

It's in all of us, and I don't know of a one-stop-shop where you can rise above it

It feel like you got to tough it out

And try not to allow it to all come out when you are in public

Like you got a budget for the trauma

It come off as drama, doesn't it

So they either shun or try to buy it from us

For a dime a dozen, like a life is nothin but a product for profit

Then there are those who promise they aren't gonna judge ya

I been there before, and although it's an honorable concept

We all gonna judge one another

But that's not the problem, is it

It's the fear that the love is missing

And the fact that it causes schisms in common interests

Constantly dodging conflict or in it

And you cannot drop your guard for an instant

Not one time

But sometimes

I feel like I'm the only one

Our only wish is someone would just listen

Sometimes I wish I could listen to myself

Just one time

Everyone is going through their own struggle

And people are so focused on their own struggles

They don't notice that everyone's hurting

And I think that's what we need to do

To help everybody feel better

Remind others of their strength

As others have reminded me