this is all so futile Lyrics

Then there is no hope at all

No, Zuko! You must never give in to despair

Allow yourself to slip down that road and you surrender to your lowest instincts

In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself

That is the meaning of inner strength

Yeah my bed ain't go no sheets

Haven't showered in a week

Pop two pills to go to sleep

Nothing special bout me

I don't wanna die no more, I wanna feel alive

But sometimes, my mind

Goes back to that place

Staring death right in her face

Motherfuck this world

Disappear without a trace

Wish I could tell my friends how I really feel

But it don't matter, in the end they weren't real

This is all so futile, but I still try

Climbing back up, but I don't know why

Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside

Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die

This is all so futile, but I still try

Climbing back up, but I don't know why

Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside

Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die

This is all so futile, but I still try

Climbing back up, but I don't know why

Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside

Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die

Why you always tired, you don't even leave the house

Haven't heard from you in months, what the fuck is that about

You don't have it as bad as me

Your whole life is a tragedy

But you're still alive

That's some shit that I'm glad to see

Every step I take, I fall two back

They would leave me in the end, yeah I wish I knew that

Yeah I hate this world, but I hate myself more

Yeah I burn my bridges just so I can feel the warmth

Life was more fun, when I wasn't sober

All the pain left, but I ain't get no closure

Never had a chance, me and Denzel in the same boat

I can't wait till we all float

This is all so futile, but I still try

Climbing back up, but I don't know why

Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside

Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die

This is all so futile, but I still try

Climbing back up, but I don't know why

Need to learn to love myself cause there's still hate inside

Wake up in the morning, and I still wanna die

If you start stirring up trouble, we could lose all the good things that are happening for us

Good things that are happening for you

Have you ever thought that I want more from life than a nice apartment and a job serving tea

There is nothing wrong with a life of peace and prosperity

I suggest you think about what it is that you want from your life and why

I want my destiny

What that means is up to you