WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS ft. Okra Lyrics

I'm surrounded by death

The devil breathing down my neck

Yeah I lost my mom and pops and now my grandma fucking next

I don't do this for a check

I do this shit for self-respect

I won't ever love myself if I ain't the fuckin best, yeah

When it rains, it pours, drowning in a sea of self-hate

Feel this hatred in my core, peace forever locked away

I can never find the words, but I got a lot to say, yeah

But I got a lot to say

Yeah I'd rather waste my life than me do what they want me to

If I had one wish, yeah I wish that I could talk to you

Tell you, "This is all your fault" with no follow through

And to my friends I love, yeah I know that I'm a lot for you

Surrounded by death

The devil breathing down my neck

Yeah I lost my mom and pops, I'm smoking blunts like cigarettes

Used to make this music just to cope with the stress

Now this music shit's the reason I got these knots up in my chest, yeah

God's lonely man cursed to walk this earth in solitude

Spent my whole life, they all asking me, "What's wrong with you?"

Now they all wanna be my friend, you see just what one song'll do

They said that they got my back, but they don't ever follow through

I hate myself so fuckin much and it all comes back to you

One day I'ma be a star and you'll never have a clue

What you fuckin did to me, I never had a chance with you, yeah

Never had a fuckin chance with you

25 years, I've been coping with the pain

Guess that I was never good enough for your praise

Shoutout Grandma, yeah she held it down cause she a saint

Youngmindtrip, the son my mother never saved