Confessions Lyrics

I am so lost I don't know what to do

Every way that I am going it always comes back to you

And I tell myself every morning

I'm by myself I take the warning

I’m not what gone seem and I ask them if they be morning

Let me list it out for you I’m selfish and impatient

If the moments not bout then that moment gone be wasted

Gotta get it to me fast as if it were the races

I want it all right to me now I do not want a taster

I know I got an ego

I know I’m acting evil

Only care about myself I’m not caring for the people

Always acting like I’m the center of attention

They what other people feel we don’t mention

Asking her over and over again she said stop

But let’s take it right back form what I’ve learnt right to the top

But I now gone get nothing cause nothing is all I got

Tryna clean up what I’ve messed up like a janitor and a mop

Call me insecure but I think that might be accurate

Stuck in my old ways and changing yeh I’m not having it

Say that I’m the right way but yeah what am I gonna do

Cause you got nothing for me and all I’m needing is just you

Mind is like a mind field could blow up every moment

Take one step could blow you up you got be keeping potent

Ain’t happy with my feeling I ain’t happy with my thoughts

Tryna be manipulative and fear that I’ll get caught

And yeah I pray to god

I thank you for this life I’m living

And yeah I’m working on

I pray that my sins are forgiven

Every day is a new issue and every day I’m insecure

Everything wrongs with me and I’m knowing that for sure

Am I good enough to keep her mine I do not know

Cause I keep on messing up and my self-image getting low

Like why do I gone keep on eating crow food

It’s like I’m always hungry always in the mood

But my weight has only gained

And with it comes the pain

Everything that’s going on it’s gonna be driving me insane

I gotta tell her sorry I tell her not to worry

Cause I’m gonna be ok and I’m not leaving in a hurry

But sweetie close your eyes and yeh soon it gonna be over

After we done fighting then maybe getting closer

I’m sorry that some problems I’m strong enough to hide

Just want you to know what I’m going through deep down inside

I wanna think that it matters but I don’t know if I’m right

But if I say it doesn't then that might’ve been a lie

Cause my thoughts and my feelings and the happiness it's stealing leave my heart it peeling in my head it is squealing and to you, I’m kneeling

I want second chances your anger I’m dancing

You are my passion My heart for ransom

But I’m gone try hard to change

I’ll won’t be stuck in ways

Even if it’s hard I gone listen to what you say

I say I’m not controlling

I bet her eyes are rolling

And if I don’t change then I know where she’ll be going