Autopilot Lyrics

I'm 24 life is moving quick, I don't even feel it

My brain passed the ceiling

And I still feel like I need more than clearance

Less interference

No more problems in my way

I need memories to stay

Instead of fading when I go to lay

Yeah, who really gets it anyway

I'm tryna say, that I think, I might need your help today

Take me away, to a better place, to have a decent day

The position that I'm in has me thinking I'm in time delay

Yeah, feels like everyone is passing me

When I thought I was ahead, the one to lead the army

Took me 6 years just to get here, but my future isn't clear

I wanna drive better with a better steer

Yeah, life gotta hold of my ear

And it's dragging me, dragging me closer into fear

Sometimes life got a grip on you, but got no grip on life

Gotta live it twice, just to see if the time I spent was even nice

Damn, how can I be mad on my bday

And how unfortunate to be sad when I'm in LA

I really wish my biggest problem was coming home too late

When my mom would kick my ass cause I didn't call her today yeah

Yeah, that was the best time for me

Being young, being chill with no responsibilities

Now I feel like Sandler, living carelessly through a screen

Beyond belief, not living free, like Morty got a Click on me yeah

I'm living in catastrophe

At least that's what my brain is telling me

Flying through my life, but I'm not sitting driver seat

I feel nothing but defeat, like I'm sinking down beneath

Always had my two feet

Had a gold medal winning streak

But with time moving faster, and my age slow increase

My mind, body, life is on auto so it seems yeah

Life feels like it's moving in slow motion

Losing control of all my emotions

Numb to what's going on around me

Stuck between reality and fantasy

Stuck tryna do right every since she left me

Is this destiny to lose sight of my destination

Why I feel this pain God, I need an explanation

I don't mean to question any of your lessons

But why do I feel like it's at the cost of my essence

When Grandma passed, I didn't get the message

But I kept checking

I need to let go before my car meets a wrecking

I'm tired of driving aimlessly on memory lane

But I'm not gonna lie I can't stop avoiding this pain

Maybe I should head home

But it would just remind me that I'm all alone