FMP/NFF Lyrics

This one is for my pops, I hope you understand

That my life kinda sucks, cause I'm about to lose a friend

See he has cancer, he acts like he's okay

But I know deep down, he is scared everyday

I can see it on his face, and I beg for his attention

Because he taught me everything, like every single lesson

To be honest he's the greatest, I don't know anyone better

He's the life of my life, and he keeps me together

Careful with my measure, life looking kinda tough

Because of the pressure, I can tell that's growing up

I'm just scared to lose him, I'm terrified everyday

Like when I lost my grandma, I just have no words to say

I just beg for his attention, I want all his time

Hope he wants me in his life, like I want him in mine

I'm just scared dad, I don't know what to do

I just want to loop our time, where I just have more time with you, yeah

I'm getting out of this house to find out what life is about

Life turning to drought, I needa cover my mouth

Stay quiet, really really soak up the breeze

I'm really enjoying the peace with good moments like these

I'm grasping in the time, holdin to this memory

Looking upon the falls and thinkin about my family

Thinkin about time and I'm Thinkin about life

Thinkin about what I'm doing, hope I'm doing it right

I'm just tryna have fun and hold onto my thoughts

Gather all my feelings, make sure of what I wants

I just need my wallet full, I used to want it once

But I realized I need people like I did when I begun

My Family moved away, tryna figure where I stay

But who cares where I lay when they never called today

I should move to LA, with John right across the way

So I can say hey, and we can chill by bay

Cause right now in this time, I'm feeling kinda empty

Like life has no meaning because my family ditched me

So I'm just left with this house that needs maintenance now

And I got no one around, and I'm left without a sound

So where should I go, are you coming to my show

I thought I had hoes, but that was a couple years ago

So am I really happy now, or should I go chase my dreams

Or go with the flow, like Niagra with it's streams