Deviated ft. Michael Hancock Lyrics

Maybe some day I'll sleep well and wake up rested

I'll hold my hope out to not get invested

For too many hours and be filled with worries

Maybe one day I won't get nervous

I wish that just once I could breathe from my nose

Learn how to sing and actually hit all of the notes

It'd be nice just to act once, not get caught in thought

I'm sick of thinking of what might or might not happen if I go

To a doctor and have them sort out my mind

If I ever have either the money or time

Until then I'll be happy in short bursts every year

I wish it could happen without 3 or 4 beers

I need the poison on my lips

I'm nothing but anxious and unnerving fits

My chest heavy and far too tight

Everyone can tell something, it isn't right

So I'll be your actor and play pretend

I just want this masquerade to end

I wish someone lovely would, please, just God, stay

I'm more than the mistakes my father made

So I'll wait for things to change

But I'm sure they'll stay the same

And I don't have anyone to blame

For my own fading away

And I'm sure heaven's a lovely place

But it doesn't match your face

And I'm sorry for my mistakes

But they were mine to be made