Hypothermic Anvil Lyrics

Death feels

Cold

Cold, like shivering, like desperate

Like shoveling snow off a walkway after it rained

Or pretending like nothing changed

Grief

Heavy, heavy like moving every

Thing they own into a truck then unloading it

Somewhere else

Heavy like an empty house

Like helpless can't help yourself

Heavy heart weighs the whole body down

Death is deafening silence

But sounds like glass shatter

Like branches shaking

Like stuttering

Your words when you're uncovering

You're hurt and it sucks

Feels like your veins popping out

From adrenaline

Feels like sick

Without the medicine

Feels desperate for attention

But also wants to disappear

And never love again

Never love again

Like a bad break up

With a good friend

Holding in a secret fear

Like how are they not here, and I am still here

Putting pain on pause

Pacing thought to thought/

Looking for what you lost

But it's gone

I feel weird

If babies can learn to walk

If water can turn to ice

And wolves can turn to dogs

The least we can be is nice

To ourselves

People say I've got my mothers eyes

If caterpillars turn to butterflies

And hurricanes to summer nights

Then maybe I don't need to die

Yet

Don't forget what you've lived with

A tiny shift

A gentle spark

Could save your life

When you fall apart

When you fall apart again

You will fall apart

Again