GRIEF Lyrics

I keep overthinking bout how I'm gone leave this earth now

Still ain't found a bandage yet to cover up this hurt now

Speeding down the fastlane of life until you burnt out

There ain't a dry eye in this church now

I've been in denial trying to front like I ain't thinking about the shit

Took me a while to even speak about this shit

Since everytime it pops into my head my eyes leak about this shit

'Till I realized that I ain't thinking bout his kid

Or thinking bout my momma know her soul done took a hit

I know she growing older trying enjoy her while she here

The day I have to put her in the soil give me chills

And on the same day it happen know my soul gone disappear

I can't take this shit no more man I miss being a kid

Watched her hustle my whole life just to put food up in the fridge

For me and three whole other kids

Have to bury your oldest like losing one of ya ribs

I watched that woman

Bury her mother then bury her brother then bury my brother

How much grief is one person supposed to suffer?

I can't sleep when I be thinking bout the words I ain't utter

It make me wanna go hide under the covers

While you here just know I love you momma

Through all the ups downs and on the shakey ground

I'll never put nothing above you momma

I'll always miss you bro

But I know you still with me man forever know I love you Robert

Nothing gon ever change

I'm still gon carry all of this pain around everyday

Im still gon get choked up Every time that they say yo name

Long live Robert I'ma keep screaming it till my grave

On me

To be honest dawg I don't feel good today

Nah I don't feel good today

Where you been bro?

I don't feel good today

Nah I don't feel good today

Yo you see my text

I don't feel good today

Nah I don't feel good today

You've been acting weird

I don't feel good today

Nah I don't feel good today

Today