BAD DAYS ft. Nakara Forjé Lyrics

You say you love me, but that's hard to do when I don't love myself

I detached from everything and put my feelings on the shelf

You was reaching with a hand out but I didn't want no help

except I did, but I just didn't know till all the cards was dealt

My ego out here tryna tell me get up out yo feelings

My momma steady asking when you gon' have you some children

My daddy tryna tell me boy ya need to get committed to something

You ain't got no time to 'think'

I be feeling like no point in living, you don't got a dream

Ain't no point in building kingdoms if the king don't have a queen

Ain't no point in making memories if you don't got a team

All this pressure I put on myself gon' push me to the brink

Treading water for so long I'm starting to feel

like Imma sink

But the fighter in me won't give up, that ain't the way that we think

We cut from a different cloth got a survivor's pedigree

You can drop me off in the jungle Imma come out with a mink, on me

Lately been getting used to having bad days

Carried this weight for so long, I'm getting backpains

Focused on dollars so much I forgot I had change

Message in a bottle say I hope you meet me halfway

At my lowest I can't quit

Cause life goes on and we grow strong ya dig

Just bleed on songs and they gon' quote the kid

Ready on 4th and long tryna take it to the crib yeah yeah

I wanna know where you go when you're quiet, when you're reflecting

What's the thoughts that's roaming in your mind? Always dissecting

I be needing you but you go ghost, I feel neglected

Channel Monica, don't take it personal, my heart dyslexic

So I'm doing the opposite, internalizing disrespect that wasn't meant for me

Misdirecting the energy

You frustrated, I'm triggered, our arguments ghetto symphonies

Drum my pain with your fingers, step with me, we gon' defeat the beat

I know shit ain't easy but what's worth having supposed to be?

Without all the pressure, diamonds wouldn't see shine they're supposed to see

Ain't no point in really living if you ain't gon' chase your dreams

How you call your castle kingdom when you ain't secured your queen?

All them memories is lacking if they ain't made with your team

Stress you're putting on yourself is down to push you to the brink

Wrap my arms around you like a lifejacket, you'll never sink

Keep you warm in any storm, if this the jungle, I'm your mink

Yeah

Lately been getting used to having bad days

Carried this weight for so long, I'm getting backpains

Focused on dollars so much I forgot I had change

Message in a bottle say I hope you meet me halfway

At my lowest I can't quit

Cause life goes on and we grow strong ya dig

Just bleed on songs and they gon' quote the kid

Ready on 4th and long tryna take it to the crib yeah yeah