I've Had Enough Lyrics

It doesn't matter who's around

I always feel alone

It doesn't matter where I'm at

I never feel at home

It doesn't matter if I succeed

I'm still a failure in my heart

So you can shed your light on me

But all I see is dark

And yet I still keep pushing on

Even though my heart is gone

It feels like everything I was

Has been a memory for so long

I wish that you could understand

But I can't even put it in words

So how can I expect you

To understand this hurt

I've had enough

I've had enough

It happens every single day

It happens everywhere

I lose myself inside my mind

And all the darkness there

So where the Hell am I to run

When the enemy's inside

'Cause now my brain just fights itself

With thoughts of suicide

So how can I keep pushing on

When my willpower is gone

It used to be so easy to be okay

But now it's not

It's been so hard to deal with this

Because I couldn't find the words

I hope it's not too late before

I realize what I'm worth

I've had enough

I've had enough

Now I've had enough

I've had enough

I've had enough

I've had enough

I've had enough

I've had enough

So if my embers go cold

And my fire goes out

You can sift through my ashes

To find all my doubts

I've had enough