PTSD (Remix) Lyrics

My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high

They stopped ma shit before but know that now they ain't even close

Soon as ma demons rose , i start to even the scores

I start to scheme and just creep around wit a glock in the door

Same thoughts as before , but now I've seen some shit

Ain't really in it for the digits i'm just in for control

But now I'm stuck inside this loop so now I gotta get low

I gotta get low , I gotta get low

PTSD started kickin

Scars lick em , need some liquor

I don't need to see nobody

This is how I'm dealin wit it

Best for me is not to listen

Stop this shit I'm not for women

Missed ma chances wit some thotties

This is how I'm really winnin

Overthinkin

Make me sicker

Quick! I might just fall again I'm

Older gettin

Blood just thickened

Shit i might just be the wicked

After all , all I've seen is

Shit between me and ma demons

Shit i see inside ma dreams

And shit that make me fall asleep and

I cannot forget it

Deep in ma soul I'm just on for the lettuce

But will i let it control me no I won't let it

As long as I'm here alone , I'm gettin credits

So no , don't hit ma phone cuz i won't check it

I'm busy hurtin the pain in ma dome is spreadin

Cuz lately i been just workin as a distraction

I'm back now just better back down i gotta get it

Sweet dreams to these little hoes

Weekly I'm gettin realer bro's than the ones before

Keep these who stand witchu fo'sure

Cuz G when you meet ya goal you better know who gotta go (and who to hold)

Leave me and all ma shit alone

Need nothin but myself and my time , cuz this hell is my grind

PTSD I'm hella strong

Cuz see I'm just way ahead of my time , lead myself to my fight

My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high

They stopped ma shit before but know that now they ain't even close

Soon as ma demons rose , i start to even the scores

I start to scheme and just creep around wit a glock in the door

Same thoughts as before , but now I've seen some shit

Ain't really in it for the digits i'm just in for control

But now I'm stuck inside this loop so now I gotta get low

I gotta get low , I gotta get low

Visions be stitched up

I'm squeezin ma fists up

I'm sittin just thinkin while drinkin my wrist blood

I'm finna just switch up

Cuz bitch I ain't lit nah

Completely the opposite , quit once and shit sucked

I'm still the Skrill that killed millions of shit cunts

But will the skills be enough to fill up

The vacancy bitch , they can see every incision

I laid and seen much shit that it can get mixed up

Post-traumatic stress

I'm close to mad and let

Control just lackin gets

I roll my eyes and set

Ma mode to cryin , dead

Inside , tryna forget

I'm hidin my intent

Every time higher percent

Of chances i might just get outta hand , do sum I'll regret

Dancin with devils changin ma pedals course way left

Past completely gone

But it's difficult to accept

Man i'm completely gone

From the best to way less

My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high

They stopped ma shit before but know that now they ain't even close

Soon as ma demons rose , i start to even the scores

I start to scheme and just creep around wit a glock in the door

Same thoughts as before , but now I've seen some shit

Ain't really in it for the digits i'm just in for control

But now I'm stuck inside this loop so now I gotta get low

I gotta get low , I gotta get low