Losing Myself Lyrics

If only the times treated me different

If only the times treated me, listen

Might be greedy for listens

It ain't reason to hit me

With all the calls

Every time the phone ring

Death is on the doors

I'm fighting myself

I need me a sword

Been a really tough week

Might need to light a cigar

I don't smoke so

How I'm inhaling this all

Guess I got no option

Ain't no stopping the war

On my birthday

Lost me a piece of my soul

Black thoughts haunting me

The fear of getting old

I fear a load

Fear of losing all

All of this is makin me

Barely enjoying

Are you with me

Yeah I won't let you go

If you can read me

Then you would know what's wrong

Are you with me

Yeah I won't let you go

If you can read me

Then you would know what's wrong

But

Despite the suffering

Despite the time I spent under the bus just hovering

Despite the fucks I won't give them despite the luck of them

Despite the lottery tickets floating in front of me

It's hard to cover it up, I'm losing parts of me

I wanna run from it all, I wanna run from me

Cuz when I look in the mirror it's all reminding me

Of all the highs, lows, I'm living through hardly

Since I hit 19

A lotta denied dreams

Competition

Out of the question for I

Seems

Juss hardly possible

I really miss it

I'm fighting

The reminiscing

Back when really gliding

It feels like I lost it all

It's like I literally and figuratively lost my dawg

I'm tryna figure it and get it sorted out I know

That it is difficult, ridiculous as fast I go

Heartbreaks

Disappointments and hardships

I might break

To this point barely made it

It's all fake

Every coin every bargain

I'm boiling

Smiling but barely enjoying

Are you with me

Yeah I won't let you go

If you can read me

Then you would know what's wrong

Are you with me

Yeah I won't let you go

If you can read me

Then you would know what's wrong