S 90 3 Lyrics

I just wanna fucking get this shit over with for right now

I don't want nobody to talk about it for now

All I wanna do is go back to my days as a child

I never would've thought this shit would turn left, and I don't know how

I don't even wanna think about it anymore

I'm so used to people just walking out the door

Rockstar lifestyle, I have yet to make make it on a tour

I don't give a fuck if I make it or not, and I'm not so sure

How long I can keep this shit up

How long I can sit back and keep shit on hush

I been holding back for too long, holding grudges against those I thought I could trust

I don't give a fuck if you feel me or not, and I don't give a fuck if I'm wildin' out

I seen too much shit in my 21 years, that my faith in myself is just running out

'Yo bro, I haven't slept for days man'

'What you talking about?'

'I'm about to fucking… I don't know man… I'm about to…'

'About to what bro? Pop some pills bro?'

'Man, I don't fucking -'

'What you got going on bro? What's that shit in the background?'

'Oh man bro, I'm fucking up'

'Come on man chill out bro!'

Then I pop me some perky's, I pop me some hulky's

And hope I just do not collapse

Man I grew up on this rockstar shit, most of my idols done lost their life to a relapse

And my pops always used to tell me that

I didn't give a fuck, I'd always fight back

They be like, 'Aggy, why you always like that?'

But don't nobody ever wanna write back when I reach out for help

Man, I'll do it myself

Man, I'm losing myself

I'm just abusing myself

Ain't been true to myself

I keep accusing myself

Man I'm losing myself

I'm shooting myself

I'm moving to hell, gonna do it to myself

I just wanna fucking get this shit over with for right now

I don't want nobody to talk about it for now

All I wanna do is go back to my days as a child

I never would've thought this shit would turn left, and I don't know how

I just couldn't think about this shit anymore

I don't think I could think anymore

I don't think I could even eat anything

I just wanna sleep, rest in peace

Rest in peace