Miracle Lyrics

I never thought that I'd make it this far

I never thought that I'd make it out the dark

But I see the light coming, no it ain't my time yet

I waited years for this shit, I don't know where the time went

All the time spent waiting on a Miracle, I barely prayed for one

I said fuck God when I was only 10 years old

If he ain't make it happen yet, why wait 'til I get old?

I really thought I'd fold, but 10 years later I'm still in the same boat

And it's hard to stay afloat with all this pressure on me

My demons tryna' pull me in, they wanna drown me

But I gotta be the solid ground for those around me

Like my family, I know some of them they mad at me

Some of them depend on me, and some of them don't matter to me

But I just want them all to live forever

But I can't help nobody that don't wanna put no effort

I'm good, yeah I said I'm good

I turned out just fine, still ain't make it out the hood

But, I'm working, yeah you know I'm workin' nigga

I ain't the same kid snatching bitches' Birkins, nigga

I never was, I never truly was

I just wanted to get fly and get some paper to stack up

I felt my mom's the only one who ever gave a fuck

And when my pops would talk down on me, I wanted to give up

But he a great father, I just felt I wasn't enough

I think he wanted me to play football and be tough

He just wanted to have a normal bond with his son

But by the time I grew up, guess we both felt like it's a dub

But I still love you pop, I wanna make you proud

And still do the stupid shit you said I wasn't allowed

The same stupid shit my mom allowed when you wasn't around

If it were up to me, I'd burn the building to the ground

'Cause I'm the troublemaker out of all my siblings

My mom said I'm just like her, I'm her splitting image

But I look in the mirror and I see my pops without a beard

And the shit makes me scared

Yeah, this shit makes me scared

To let my parents down man, how could I fucking dare?

I was the kid who was always labeled weird

They used to call me sissy, call me faggot, call me queer

I always fought for my respect, never ran, never feard

3rd grade suspended, punched a bully in the ear

Was never one to fuck with, I don't bother nobody

I got my own shit, I ain't robbing nobody

I almost dropped out of high school, but I barely made it

I said fuck college, got a 9-5 and barely made it

Throughout the week, was feeling kinda weak

'Cause I was hungry, tired, overworked

Sick from the heat 'cause I ain't got no AC

I ain't complaining though

I turn a negative to positive, even though

I ain't so good at math, can barely even add

Put 2 and 2 together, I still ain't get the answer

So I subtract myself from the equation

And if I am bugging out, then say my name isn't Aidan

Nah, say my name isn't Aidan