Lose My Mind Lyrics

Only the Lord knows that I can't let go

In my bed is the way I cope

In my sleep I lose control

No

But I'll lose my mind gotta few screws loose that i'll find

Something to swat like a moth in my sight

Can't get close cause I

Got a chip on my shoulder and I got a short fuse

Don't know why I wish I do

Angry all the time I can't let loose

I say what's on my mind

Only if I knew

I'm lost and confused thoughts are consumed

Numb to the truth i'm stuck in a loop

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to choose

I don't know how to lose

I care about money and fame

I care about making a name

I care about what other people think

I care about things that I shouldn't care about

Yeah I think I need a change

Yeah I think I need a

Where did the time go right out the window

but what do I know

I don't

I said where did the time go right out the window

but what do I know

I don't

Too hard on myself they say I overthink everything

I'm pretty sure I felt the same

Lost in my thoughts all day

I need to give my head some space

Tryna hear the difference between God and me

But all the voices sound the same

Unless God ain't speak

A war inside my head

A fox-hole in brain

I'm MIA

Missing inter-action distant from my family

Slipping losing traction absent from reality

Just a bad habit

Mixed with a few bad tendencies

I I guess

What scares me the most is

Not hearing God even though I know He spoke

It's hard to listen close when you don't know where to focus

Hard to stay afloat when you don't know where the coast is

Hoping waiting for the moment

Looking for direction in the middle of the ocean

Tryna be obedient not to do it by my own sense

Oh

This makes no sense

No

But i'll be waiting on you

To answer all the prayers I prayed upon you

Every day I lift my face up to pray and undo

Yet every night I lay my head down debating the truth

Cause i'm lost and confused thoughts are consumed

numb to the truth i'm stuck in a loop

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to choose

I don't know how to lose

But I'll lose my mind gotta few screws loose i'll find

Something like a knife to siphon my life

Can't get close cause I

Got a chip on my shoulder and I got a short fuse

Don't know why

I wish I do

Angry all the time

I can't let loose

I say what's on my mind

Only if I knew

Only I know that

I got a few screws loose of my own

I got a few bedrooms I call home

I got a few reasons to let go

But I can't let go

But I can't let go