Had It Not Been For You Lyrics

It's funny that I was there at all times

It's funny that I would turn a blind eye

Like, who is that guy on your phone while you alone at home

Like, who am Is this the twilight zone

Like, what am I highs and lows

They wrap around my head

Spinning circles and webs

My thoughts are a mess

I'm vexed, I got stress on my shoulders

Mountains and boulders, what faith can I have

If as I get older, the lows just get lower

The weather gets colder

I'm a stone cold dead soldier

Spent four tours, it's over

Can't ever stay sober

Can't ever have closure

I'll be happy when it's over

I'll be happy with some closure

What do I have to lose

if everything I lost was nothing to lose

Had it not been for you

Had it not been for you

What do I have to lose

If everything I lost was nothing to lose

Had it not been for you

Had it not been for you

Had it not been for you

I depended on you with everything that I went through

Every trial and breakthrough

Passings and things that would typically break you

You kept me stable

but without you im disabled

you were the key to my heart

I knew this from the start

Miles apart my heart would break

Continents in distance you would feel the earth shake

An earthquake, tectonic plates shifting on your birthday

That was the worst day

I missed it I know I'm a soldier but no superhero

I hit a new low

What do I have to lose

if everything I lost was nothing to lose

Had it not been for you

Had it not been for you

What do I have to lose

if everything I lost was nothing to lose

Had it not been for you

Had it not been for you