lookin' up Lyrics

Wait

Why does it hurt to feel that

Why is there pain

What's wrong with my brain

I see the light

I try to fight and run and close my eyes and hide

I'm unfamiliar with hope, I guess

I am not good at putting my best foot forward

When it comes to

Taking action

When it comes to

Choosing paths to walk down

But

It's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

I'm afraid

But I guess it's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

Oh Yes

I guess

It's lookin' up-it's lookin' up

Is it

Gotta try not to listen backwards

Don't forget to file those nails

Look the same - Strangelove - Fat Bastard

Who knows who will prevail

Curated acres of landfills

Disregarded souvenirs of fears and moments and loves and laughs and hates

Create

Destroy

Create

Wait

I hesitate

I don't feel ready

The world spins so fast and I'm stumbling

But in the blur

Your hand seems steady

Could you be moving like me

We might be from a parallel plane

Or an alternate universe

I can see that it hurts you to be here

It hurts me too and it's so clear

You brought your comforts

You know I brought mine

What if we combined them

We could burn bright

We could be a light for the world

We could feel a little comfort

Don't you think we deserve it

Don't you think we deserve it

Cuz

It's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

I'm afraid that I might break my neck

It's lookin' up, oh yes

I guess it's lookin'-lookin'

It's lookin'

Up

Up

Up

It's lookin' up

I'm scared to death

Loud beats drown out my mind and mouth

Runnin' around into the ground

In my car

On my street for three hours

On the toilet

Undies down to my feet

Under sheets

Late nights

Four AM

Beat repeat

Sore ears hear

Tired eyes see

I guess it's looking up

I guess it's looking up

I only learned to run away

I guess it's - I guess it's looking up

It's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

It's lookin' up

I'm afraid that I might break my neck

It's lookin' up, oh yes

I guess it's lookin'-lookin'

It's lookin'

Up

Up

Up

It's lookin' up

I'm still scared to death

Only learned to run

Only learned to run

Only learned to run away

Only learned to run

Only learned to run

Only learned to run away