scared it'd be good Lyrics

Didn't wake up too late for once

I have a chance to see the sun

Before I gotta go and sell my time

It feels so nice

On my skin

Maybe I

Could still begin

Optimistically, that's what this could be

Maybe I could go far if I let myself

Maybe I could make change

If I did what I should

Maybe I could make a start

Be a part of something important

It might be, "ok"

More scared it'd be good

Now I'm dancing in my room

Late at night to some crystal castles

Wondering if people from

Highschool weren't the assholes

I painted them to be in my memories

Ok, but, like, some of them probably were assholes

I am

Learning to look just for looking

Learning to look, but for nothing

Learning to look just for learning

Learning to live for observing

I'm learning to clean up my mess

I am learning to care less

Only hanging when you're low on weed

Every time

Part of you thinks

I might be noticing-noticing

Six years later you still don't know me

Walking in

Wondering

Why I came

Maybe I could go far if I let myself

Maybe I could make change, if I did what I should

Maybe I could make some art

Be a part of something important

It might be "ok"

More scared it'd be good

Holy shit, what if it was good

So I go home and I dance in my room to some crystal castles

Tryna un-write autobiographies about assholes

And it consoles me

At least for, like, three minutes