spring ephemerals Lyrics

Did you come out as a joke

Or maybe out of pity

You wanted to feel something

And I guess you saw me fitting

You gave me a pretty jade

I trusted you enough

To tell you about my name

Was I just a phase

Was I just your coming of age

All these spring ephemerals

Growing and dying

Just like the lies you told me

Or was I misidentifying

I trusted you too much

And you ripped out my lungs

Just like these spring ephemerals

Hanahaki wasn't enough

I can't tell If you lied

Or if you didn't and now

You're trying to hide

I saw you and your girlfriend kiss

I should've blocked you but now

I'm in for the trip

I don't think I'll ever

Stop writing songs about you

Was I just a phase

Was I just your coming of age

All these spring ephemerals

Growing and dying

Just like the lies you told me

Or was I misidentifying

I trusted you too much

And you ripped out my lungs

Just like these spring ephemerals

Hanahaki wasn't enough

No matter how

Much I ever try

I'll always seem

To end up on

The wrong side