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Journal forty

Um, this one's a fun one

So, I was thinking about it a lot and I've just wronged... so many people

And I- I was so shocked at first cause I was like, "I'm not a bad person"

Y'know like... like- like... I sh- I- It's my responsibility

But it's- it's not

Like it wasn't me wanting to be malicious

And I realize because of the environment I've been in

Who I was like- who I've seen, who have been my role models

Role models and inspirations for friendships and relationships

Whether or not it be truly inspirations but just what I thought was the norm

And- and it's something I've had to rewire

What I've been shown, and what I've been given in a lot of scenarios is so harmful

And it affects me a lot

And it's terrifying to think anyone, no matter how malicious or how their intentions are

They can hurt others in friendships, relationships, or whatever it may be

Yeah, um

Short one for today

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