two fictitious stories (alongside mine) Lyrics

God

My life's so sad

My dad hates me

My mom hates me

My sister hates me

My brother hates me

My dog hates me

My dog had a dog and that dog hates me

I bought a cat from the shelter and the cat would rather live in poverty than be with me

God, life is just so hard (Oh my god. It's literally summer)

Okay

What are you- what are you doing

Stop being so depressing

You're depressing ah- you're

Another win on a page

I make it through these hardships like I'm Phineas Gage

My biggest hater most likely has a hideous face

Keep the images within your head like disk stacks

You hit the gym? death won't care about your six-pack

Uh, wish that I could start it back

Wanna kill the game like it's my dad and I'm a heart attack

Sixteen but I do this on my own. I'm in the lab recording

I'm like MGK cause being sixteen doesn't matter for me (I don't like MGK)

Haven't introduced myself so now I'm gonna lay it out

Used to lie in songs about how I would like to spray it out

Never had to fight but I still tested for a black belt

Passed that test while sick like I ain't care about the hand dealt

Worked hard for this

While y'all half-trashed it

Raise the white flag, matter fact, half-mast it

Did this beat myself to prove that yall are half plastic

The other human half are still lying, grand bastards

Or something

I couldn't think of something. Sorry

I was having too much fun

Nah, but, give me a second

Just give me one second

Three, two, one, and

Boom!

You weren't expecting that, were you? I hope you weren't expecting that

Kev bless the mic like gesundheit

Took you out. the picture didn't look right

Even in a good light, so I had to crop you

Chop you down like nevi on a chorus fan's would flock to

What's up? You were on queue

What happened to your law school?

After you tried dissing me I saw you lost your job, too

So many pathetic and set in stone at the same time

Man's stole my phone, so I taught him how to FaceTime

Damn, that was a great line

Catch me in a motorcade

All i need is kick and snares just like my name was Overpade

Don't live like there's soul to waste

Shoutout to my jazzheads

Started living life since it set in that my own dad's dead

I ain't even rap, yet

This is all just practice

This is me just rhyming while I cuss out all you has-beens

Tried to Reconcile and make amends

I put the time in

All you told me to stay on the sidelines

I was crying

That's why I say die then

At this point, I'm Vonnegut

Opposite of who I used to be. I wasn't

I was always consummate when saying how I should behave

"Never go to jail or ask about a random woman's age

Always keep your foot arranged so that you fit in line

Never go to jurisdiction with a picket sign

At your age your other cousin was caught killing time mixing wines

That cannot be you so please sit down inside"

Never had anybody watch me

Inspirations played a key part in art offerings

Your whole discography is merely held up by a drawstring

See me fled from Simi cause your fan base is exhausting

All you who put me inside a box have tried to rope it down

No more lyin cause i understand that i've outgrown it now

I'm a person who's inspired. you're a person who's a biter

All you gimmick rappers are too scared to ever slow it down (Slow it down)

I've been at home and I've been to the city

I've traveled the world, and it's tragic and pretty

I talk a lot cause I am naturally witty

You had to be kidding when you said you're winning

Cause underground artists have salary limits

You're naturally timid and naturally spineless

Can't even aim your own gun at my eyelids

Peacekeep your home or

Police jeeps will roam. if you

Deep sleep, you're clean sweeped

All easy at home

I know we keep our secrets

But you're feet deep far outta reach

I'll report you if you ever go

Dodging problems; I'm no god of them

I just get rid of silence

Never been for the violence

Some people target my head

They're jealous I've been finding paths so now they're wanting me dead

I don't report cause I hate. it's for your health and your friends

Let me reiterate. some people want to kill me

Yet when I go plan an intervention, I'm the one who's guilty

I mean, you did what you could, man

Don't be all hard on yourself about it

This all moving fast. It got me asking where the time at

Some of you think I'm perfect and I know I should deny that

Told her "meet me by the spot where all the food and lights at"

Slapped her skinny boyfriend and it sounded like a hi-hat

I'm just playing; I don't really turn to violence

Had a friend go to a trial and nowadays its only silence

Crazy part: he read the Bible and had Heaven in his likin'

Yet the Vicodin he turned to was what turned into his final end

Summer songs: would you mind if you and I could hum along

Why am I feeling bad for tryna discipline all summer long

Feel I'm not improving cause I see how strong the others are

Why am I thinking so hard that Im asking if I suffer wrong

Why am I finding myself even going toward that mindset?

Talking bout my life as if the end goals are defined yet

Is this karma? Ego slaughter through payment of my debt

Finding what's behind it taught me what I want's what I get

Hedonic Treadmill has me asking myself what's next

Less successful doesn't necessarily mean I've done less

In rough estimates, I guess I've lost some years just cause stress

Tryna knock some sense in me and focus on a sun dress

But I'll get past this

Grasp at every habit I think is bad until I smash them

Speak up when I sense a person's doing malpractice

Abstract my life cause why do mental gymnastics

Burn you like the government with plastics

Hands to the firmament

Sayin I would never climb

It seems to me I'm permanent

Did it without any label; Guess I'm the determinant

I done figured out the game and

You're still out here learnin it

H-h-h-hands to the firmament

Sayin' I would never climb

It seems to me I'm permanent

Did it without any label. guess that I was deadset

Look at your career and all I ask is if it's dead yet

You know what it is, man

Being sixteen

Making fun of people who have said really weird things about people who are sixteen

Hold them accountable

Cause that is weird: knowing that and saying those things

Hey, you have a good day, okay