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Behind closed doors

There's so much more

Then you could even imagine

Lock and key

You'll never see the real me

I'll never let it happen

When you see me on the street I'll act subordinate

But the windows to my soul I'm gonna board them in

You 'll never look into these eyes

Wish that I could even the score just for a little bit

But I know how much it hurts

Just trying to deal with it

I won't let anyone inside again

I'll just keep this to myself

The lights are fading

And I'm still stuck inside

But I can't seem to break outside my mind

The skies are vacant

And I'm still stuck inside

But I can't seem to break outside my

Trapped behind these bars

Metal made of scars

Now I think that it just might be best

I'll just keep this to myself

I feel safe with no one else

If I lose this heartbeat in my chest

The lights are fading

And I'm still stuck inside

But I can't seem to break outside my mind

The skies are vacant

And I'm still stuck inside

But I can't seem to break outside my mind

You don't know what goes on inside

If you could only see

The breaking of my mind's what's breaking me

No I can't go on like this

I scream at myself do not give in

No I can't go on like this

I scream at myself do not give in

You motherfuckers just want me to drown

But this water's getting easier to tread

You motherfuckers are pulling me down

I shrug you off and I get back up again

You motherfuckers just want me to drown

You motherfuckers just want me to drown

You motherfuckers just want me to drown

You motherfuckers just want me to drown