Anxiety, And The Fear Of... Lyrics

So nice to see you

I can't tell how long it's been

I pushed you down beneath me

Cause you're the only thing I dread

Lately I've been content with myself

But this loneliness it gets to me

Well I knew you'd come back around

You're the one thing I cannot face

I think it's time to turn around

But I can't go back

Hard to mend

The broken pieces

Of my self

I can't restore

My fragile heart

I wish to leave this

Can I move on to something more

Well you dive right in as I dip my toes

The water seemed frigid oh so cold

So I part these seas till it overflows

As I sink down to this coral reef

I see myself pinned underneath

Please make this stop I can hardly breathe

You're the one thing I cannot face

I think it's time to turn around

Cause I'm fucking sick of second place

Will I ever overcome these bounds

This fear it gets hard to take

I wish it was easier somehow

But I can't go back

Alright

Hard to mend

The broken pieces

Of my self

I can't restore

My fragile heart

I wish to leave this

Can I move on to something more

I've built up these walls to prevent myself from being hurt

Turning a blind eye to the fact that I let countless opportunities slip through my fingertips

Looping through a vicious cycle of worthlessness and discouragement that I will one day rename regret

I hope to stop living in my head

And start living through my heart

Cause maybe that way I can stop living with

All the anxiety, and the fear of

The number you have dialed has been disconnected

Hard to mend

The broken pieces

Of my self

I Can't restore

My fragile heart

I wish to leave this

Can I move on to something more

This weight won't last forever

Hard to mend

I can almost taste the air

The broken pieces

This weight won't last forever

I can almost taste the air

Hard to mend

This weight won't last forever

I can almost taste the air

The broken pieces

This weight won't last forever

I can almost taste the air

Taste the air

Taste the air