Golden Tongue Lyrics

I drift off then i fall asleep in this sunken place

I get lost then i run around in this awful maze

My thoughts battle themselves but i still feel ok

Nah that's a lie sometimes i can't even feel my own face

Sometimes i look around wondering where im at

Sometimes I feel like a prius and sometimes like a hellcat

Sometimes it feels like ive been hit in the face with a big metal bat

People see some of my business and they all go meddle that

Please leave me alone stop do not meddle this

Don't meddle me meddle my shit thats in the abyss

You been playing me and my feelings for so long

Now I cant put it in words but I can still write a song

Paper chasing for too long and now I'm just debating

About life and its realness yeah i'm conversating with myself

Cause I don't know if this shit is worth waiting for

I just wanna kick in the door and rush everything it's a catastrophy

But I know if I wait it will just come eventually

But I don't have any patience and you know that

My world is black even if you snap it with a kodak

I'm starting to doubt myself like "I am so wack"

I need a sign please god can you show that now

I ain't really a believer and you know that but fuck it man I'll reach out anyway

I hope you reach back

Now I ain't giving up i just keep on moving

I keep making this music just to see if you are still groovin

I found a new safe space bet your ass ill be moving

And now im running away there's a new path that ill be choosing

Golden tounge bitch and im speaking the truth

I've been doing everything to return to my youth

I've been patiently waiting and I've been painfully stopped

I've been running from problems but now I finally got caught

I feel like a pilgrim yeah I might go call Scott

I have to watch every corner or I might just get shot

I've been trying my whole life to just get back to the start

But i'm always having issues with just playing my part

I ain't really that unique I swear im just playing smart

Looking for a button I can press then restart

I keep shit to myself so that I don't concern

And when I do wrong shit I dont hide i learn

Let's keep shit simple and plain

Like db cooper

You got the ice I got the cream wu tang yeah im a scooper

Little bitch boys wanna fuck up my grind

If you were in my head I would fuck up your mind

And these people acting tough in reality they not

Please back off your egos taking over your spot

Most people here prolly thought i dissapeared

Well the only thing i did is i sat and i feared

That if i wrote some wack shit then people would leave

Untruthful people is my only pet peeve

I've gotten future dreams crushed and ive had so much self pity

Growing up my teachers told me i had talent i was witty

And i had people contradict that saying dexter youre so shitty

I just hope my futures bright