I Don't Know If This Is Real Life Lyrics

Been feeling kinda down the last couple days

But imma cheer myself up with the music in place

Getting shivers on my body

And my heads in a daze

I need a ah ah ah

I need a ah ah ah

I need a good fucking feeling

I want somewhere to go

I'm getting faded at the bar

And I got money to blow

I wanna go test somebody I got courage to show

I need a ah ah ah

I got a ah ah ah

Why can't I do it well I have tried

I got so high then I fell and I died

I'm always spinning my heads so fried

Ah ah ah so fried

Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb

I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb

Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb

I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb

I always keep moving on forward and backwards

I wanna be an icon but I'm known as a bastard

People always talk to me yet I'm acting flustered

If you're talking down you better know it's your last word

Head rush from the drag of this nicotine

I murder any beat people saying "the killer mean"

I'm under stress i need a method I ain't talking bean

My lyrics reaching mercury that's why they call me killer queen

I got one two three too many fucking haters

one two three too many see you laters

I gotta pause for a second put on my shaders

Your music makes me tired you're a sedator

Why can't I do it well I have tried

I got so high then I fell and I died

I'm always spinning my heads so fried

Ah ah ah so fried

Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb

I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb

Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb

I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb

Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb

I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb

Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb

I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb