If You Should Ask Lyrics

I don't know how much more I can take

I met you all the way down at your end

Now, this love of mine will never break

But you're cold and stiff when I need you to bend

So I look back on what we had, babe

And all I do is wonder if it was real

Or did you just use my heart

So you could heal?

I wonder if I should have just let you go

I should have walked away without ever saying hello

Things would be easier and I wouldn't be here without you

And I wouldn't be haunted by all of the plans that fell through

But if you should ask what I would say

I'd tell you more than you want to hear

So you'll say silent and let me drown

In what you fear

I never felt so alone

Than next to you in bed

I never thought I'd have to live

With Hope leaving me for dead

But now you've gone and sent me

Through a Hell that you just made it through

But you don't care about what you did

So I'll let Caroline sing for you

But don't worry about me, baby

Because you know I'll be just fine

I'll hold it in and pretend

I never called you mine

So now I'm all used up

But hey, I know you got what you need

And you'll stand there holding a bandage

Watching me bleed

Through all the pain, babe, I know I'll still make plans for two

I'll hold you up and help you make it through

I'll use my shattered heart to help you heal yours bruised

And I will still sit right here

Next to you

And in the middle of the early morning

I will hold your hand again

And I'll love you more until

You say when