Until I Choose Death Lyrics

I cry for you so loud

I lose my voice and you go deaf

And then you disappear

Until I don't care

Can't see you until I'm blind

And I can't touch you until I lose my hand

And I can't be with you

Until I'm not there

So why can't I love you?

On the days and the weeks

That I still want to?

And why should I waste my breath?

If I can't live with you

Until I choose death

Days turn into nights

And I'm losing my reflection

But I won't let you know

Because you'll get scared

I'm bouncing off the walls

At the slightest thought of your complexion

And my eyes are melting

Just thinking about your hair

So why can't I love you?

On the days and the weeks

That I still want to?

And why should I waste my breath?

If I can't live with you

Until I choose death

Now with nothing left

I think I hear you at the door

Come on in

You're right on time

Yeah, this place is empty

Almost as empty as me

You're lucky this behavior

Ain't a crime

So why can't I love you?

On the days and the weeks

That I still want to?

And why should I waste my breath?

If I can't live with you

Until I choose death