T.M.A.T.W. Lyrics

I scream out into an empty room

There's no one to listen tho

No one's there to listen to

My hopeless scars and open wounds

There was once a trust in You

There was once a trust in Self

But I couldn’t fathom or ask

For the cards that I was dealt

Free me from my body

I’ve been ripping at my skin

There is another side of something

I’ve ignored that poured within

I can’t ignore it anymore

Now that my tears have turned to tears

And I refuse to be fuckin' scared

‘Cause my change came unprepared

Now I’m as ready as I’ll ever be

I don’t care if you sever me

I’m just a piece of meat so

Slice and dice me to your liking please

I’m done with positivity

At least for now it’s killing me

I’ll get right back to that when

I accept my opportunity

To turn up

‘Cause since my obsession turned up

I’m sayin' "turn down for what?"

Tossing, turning in my bed

It’s practice for my grave, so burn up

Just a flame anyway, you don’t know my name

You don’t know anything about me if you don’t know everything

So if I tell you something

It’s no secret

I don’t trust in you to keep it

You’re no different

You’re the same as me, right?

What’s division?

Let me merge my yin and yang

So I can win this game of life

While I play hangman with myself

To see which side of me will die first

If I will myself to LIFE

Then I can will myself to LIVE

And if my voice is a little shrill

Then bitch, protect your fucking ears

Don’t play this for your fucking kids

It must be clear that I’ve regressed

And if I’m just depressed then

Maybe I just need some deeper rest

THROW ME AT THE WALL

THROW ME AT THE WALL

THROW ME AT THE FUCKING WALL

THEN THROW ME DOWN THE HALL

Erase the memory once and for all

What's Love if it's conditional?

You all can

Stay the fuck away

From my mental unless its raw

Refinements only for the birds

I'm fine without censoring words

I'm lying if I'm not absurd

And I don't trust myself

Don't trust a word you heard, just

THROW ME AT THE WALL

THROW ME AT THE WALL

THROW ME AT THE FUCKING WALL

AND I'LL COME BACK WHEN

ALL MY PIECES ARE SECURED