torn fabric ft. Alyna Rose Lyrics

So alive when the— hits my spine

I know I shouldn't need it but I'm feelin so divine

The numbing of the pain's what I was hopin to find

What I came across was luscious; Lucy in the bluest hues is gettin looser

Took a drive through an unforgiving sky a couple times

At least I've gotten better at it, remembered to hide my habits

There's a rabbit in the fabric of the hat I wear to work

Under my shirt is where the magic happens

Even when it hurts (Take it!)

Slow

Just take it slow

If you wanna know the places we'll go

You're in control, you're in control

Until you're not anymore

I think I know, I think I know

I lost control a long long time ago

This drink I pour to ease my soul

Is all I need to free my mind some more

So if you find some time, can you spare it?

I used to cherish my friends and I used to cherish my parents

I'm tired of getting stared at

Judgmental glares I'm tarin 'em

I'm tearin up and comin down

From off this stuff I'm hearin voices now

I'm gearin up to make new choices but

It's easier to be boisterous now

So fuck it, I'm not passin up another one

Don't pass me shit except maybe a bucket

How else can I be more blunt?

The time is right, it may be destined

One more might take me to heaven

Life feels like it's outta lessons

God is good right? Why I feel so dead inside?

(Then?)

Fuck it

There's nothing to lose

It's just

Fucking

Life

My favorite drink is TeKilla

Took 22 shots for dinner

My stomach feels kinda funny

Ma eyes ma nose kinda runny

Now all I hear is this humming an

Ma whole body is numbing

I think I hear a voice coming closer

But I don't see nothing

Transcendence

I know you feel dead inside

You wish you could run and hide

From the numbing, from the numbing

I know you feel down inside like there's no heart alive

Just an emptiness of a body

Take it slow, just take it slow

One day at a time and one breath and one more

Take it slow, let it all go

One moment of peace and one moment of growth

Take it slow, just take it slow

Take one breath and then take one more

And then the questions

Take it slow, just take it slow

Take one breath and then take one more

All the poison you suppressed

Becomes the medicine