July Lyrics

It's getting late now that's when I can't stop my mind

Looking for reasons maybe it's just not my time

Change of the seasons I'll be better by next July

I should be sleeping but I'm staying up like

One step forwards falling backwards

I just wanna prove that I'm worth

More than my head tells me that I am

I'll try again

How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?

Wait I'm moving too fast in the wrong direction

I've been running around in the dark with no light

But I can't stop staying up looking for signs

We're back to Monday and I'm starting on time

Hope you can see that I'm trying to get this all right

I'll quit the drinking and I'll speak my own mind

I should be sleeping but I'm staying up like

One step forwards falling backwards

I just wanna prove that I'm worth

More than my head tells me that I am

I'll try again

How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?

Wait I'm moving too fast in the wrong direction

I've been running around in the dark with no light

But I can't stop staying up looking for signs

Now I'm getting colder the further I go but I can't seem to turn away

It's a bad habit I know that I shouldn't I'm making the same mistakes

I'm getting older and I should know better but this shit is hard to break

This shit is hard to break

How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?

Wait I'm moving too fast in the wrong direction

I've been running around in the dark with no light

But I can't stop staying up looking for signs

Staying up looking for signs

I'll be better by next July

I'm staying up looking for signs

I'll be better by next July

I'm getting colder the further I go but I can't seem to turn away

It's a bad habit I know that I shouldn't I'm makin' the same mistakes

I'm getting older and I should know better but this shit is hard to break

This shit is hard to break