trust me Lyrics

I know she don't love me

Would never trust me

Had hopeless feelings

Since I was 14

Just wanna fade out

This world is plain now

This scene is played out

It's all the same now

I hope I wash away

Bring the rain down

I'm smoking everyday

It help my brain out

Cause it's a fucking mess

Lately I'm close to death

I think I need to rest

Cause I don't feel my best

Feel pain inside my chest

It's hard to catch a breath

So I just need a sec

To keep my life intact

Sometimes I feel so lost

And I don't have a map

Don't know where I'm at

Looking for a sign

Wish I could go back

To the better times

To the better days

And the better nights

When I was just a kid

Never questioned life

What was wrong or right

Never really cared

Still don't really care

I can take you there

Welcome to my world

There's sadness in the air

Depression everywhere

Don't feel like waking up

God I fucking suck

Feel so fucking stuck

Walking through the mud

I know I'm not enough

I just wanted love

But now I have no trust

I just got the drugs

And now my feelings numb

Please don't hit me up

I'm higher than the sun

I know we had our fun

But that shit's over now

Left me here to die

Looking like a clown

Left me here to die

Bleeding on the ground

But I made it out

Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me

Would never trust me

Had hopeless feelings

Since I was 14

Just wanna fade out

This world is plain now

This scene is played out

It's all the same now