until my heart stops beating Lyrics

I don't wanna see the sun

I got toxins in my lungs

I got tabs up on my tongue

Four grams rolled inside the blunt

Medicine inside my cup

I can't love I fuck it up

Got me fiending for your touch

Will I ever be enough?

Until my heart stops beating

Imma be this way

I don't know my purpose

All I know is pain

Wake up in the evening

Every day's the same

Can't escape the cycle

It will never change

Ughhhhh

I don't wanna speak

I'm busy fighting feelings

Laying on my bed

Staring at the ceiling

No hope inside my heart

It feels like I'm sinking

Aiming for the stars

When I'm awake I'm dreaming

When I'm awake I'm dreaming

Your the one I'm seeing

In my head like all the time

Try to get you off my mind

Always overthinking

Always high for nothing

I love feeling nothing

Ketamine I'm frozen

You play me like a game

Fucking with my emotions

Acting like you care

But I know that you fronting

You lie right to my face

So now our trust is broken

Hope you miss me

Going missing you won't see me again

You won't see me again

Diving off the deep end

Everyday I'm drowning

In this life I'm locked in

There's no other option

Yeah this do or die

I'm aiming for the sky

I'm learning how to fly

Aiming for the sky

I'm learning how to fly

Far away from everyone

And everything

Until my heart stops beating

Imma be this way

I don't know my purpose

All I know is pain

Wake up in the evening

Every day's the same

Can't escape the cycle

It will never change

Ughhhhh

I don't wanna speak

I'm busy fighting feelings

Laying on my bed

Staring at the ceiling

No hope inside my heart

It feels like I'm sinking

Still aiming for the stars

When I'm awake I'm dreaming

I don't wanna see the sun

I got toxins in my lungs

I got tabs up on my tongue

Four grams rolled inside the blunt

Medicine inside my cup

I can't love I fuck it up

Got me fiending for your touch

Will I ever be enough?