balance Lyrics

I need balance

It's coming in waves, man it's a challenge

I ain't consistent, you know I'm about it

It's killing me

Feeling like nothing fulfilling me

Flesh is weak, the spirit go willingly

Know I'm a saint, I ain't with the villainy

Know that I'm good but I think in extremities

One or the other, just give me simplicity

Ain't just black and white, it's a world of gray

I been out here finding my way

Don't treat me the same, I'm different

Swing like a pendulum

Don't want to talk but I need you to listen

Need you to listen

Need you to listen

Don't explain my pain, just come sit with me

Can't get it done, can't get better

These struggles gon' stick with me

Can't move up, can't move on

And I can't find the ceiling

Don't tell me how I'm feeling

What's the plan? What's the move?

What's it worth? What's the use?

To better myself, or be better than you?

Is it pride or am I just trynna improve?

Am I stuck? Am I through?

Is it me? Is it you?

Is it one-sided or are there two?

I need balance

It's coming in waves, man it's a challenge

I ain't consistent, you know I'm about it

It's killing me

Feeling like nothing fulfilling me

Flesh is weak, the spirit go willingly

Know I'm a saint, I ain't with the villainy

Know that I'm good but I think in extremities

One or the other, just give me simplicity

Ain't just black and white, it's a world of gray

I been out here finding my way

Don't treat me the same, I'm different

Swing like a pendulum

Don't want to talk but I need you to listen

Need you to listen

Need you to listen

Don't wanna waste your time, if you don't like it I don't mind

Know you can always speak your mind

Share your thoughts, I'll tell you mine

Surface-level say I'm fine

Can't let no one see me cry

Don't wanna get too deep

Even though it's all I need

I gotta save face

I gotta have faith

That don't work when I feel too fake

Bro just trust me, I can take it

Imma break down, I can't escape it

Know deep down I gotta talk about it

At some point there ain't no way around it

Don't wanna trauma dump, drag you down

But I can't carry this around no more

I need balance

It's coming in waves, man it's a challenge

I ain't consistent, you know I'm about it

It's killing me

Feeling like nothing fulfilling me

Flesh is weak, the spirit go willingly

Know I'm a saint, I ain't with the villainy

Know that I'm good but I think in extremities

One or the other, just give me simplicity

Ain't just black and white, it's a world of gray

I been out here finding my way

Don't treat me the same, I'm different

Swing like a pendulum

Don't want to talk but I need you to listen

Need you to listen

Need you to listen