The Demon In My Head Is My Best Friend Lyrics

I don't think I remember a time

When I wasn't lying in my bed

Crying with a knife to my neck

Blood down to my chest

Got some shit to confess on this one take

Been a minute since I hit the mic this way

Can't lie, feels good, had a quick break

New tape, new day, still feel pain

Tryna get into that headspace

Of viewing life in a new way

But this demon got me in a headlock

I've been looking at the clock

Can't help but feel I'm in a bad spot

Shit got me wondering how much time I got left

Stuck in a never ending loop

Not knowing what to do

What the fuck you tryna prove man

What you got to lose

Pretty soon here you're gonna have to do better

Better move to the sunset

Now you got a son that'll look back

Daddy's in his room feeling sorry for himself

Baby boy is looking up to you

I remember way back when

Ain't nobody listening'

When I was in my room going wild in my mind

Tryna take my own life

Take a few pills, lie down, it'll be alright

God gave you a second chance

Don't do this shit again

Stay alive for him

All alone wondering when this shit will ever end

The only friend I got is living here inside my head

How much longer will it take

To rid this fucking pain

Somebody please save me