Pray Lyrics

As I arrive to those heaven gates

God, I know that you will await

To judge me on my past mistakes

Before you do just let me say

Please forgive me for my sins

And these evil thoughts within

Again and again I seem to give in

To all the temptation

I won't let it win

The devil has lured me in before

He came knocking at my door

Wanted to offer me an accord

But the price was simply too much to afford

I know better

I'm no fool

I know this god, cuz I get it from you

So tonight, yes

I'm praying to you

In hopes that you can heal my wounds

I'm praying, I'm praying

On bending knee

God, I am praying

You're listening

I know that the problem was always me

But God, I am changing

Believe in me

Is this it

Is this how it ends

An unfulfilled life

Without making amends

I wanna be one of the greats

A prophet amongst men

Or am I destined

To fail

Over and over

Never as a kid did I think when I'm older

I would grow up to be a pushover

Don't let him take me

They're taking over

It's all in my head

It's just a dream

The voices, the demons, the anxiety

They won't let me fucking breathe

I'm suffocating

Just leave me be

Nowhere to run

Nowhere to hide

I've got you now

Kid, you're mine

What is this life I'm leaving behind

My depressions robbing me blind

No point in trying to fight

They've won

Again

Sick and tired of kidding myself

I can't pretend

I don't think this pain inside will ever end

God, don't forget your son