Eu(Dys)phoria Lyrics

I'm reminiscin' and I can't stop laughin'

Things so minuscule, then, seemed so tragic

Paper stackin' and stackin', it's looking like mathematics

Less is only more when they flippin' like acrobatics

I was dreamin' bout the big crowds, the bright lights

And I'm jammin' on the beat now, I'm like mike

Round of applause, I'm around I'm abroad

But tell me a louder silence than the sound of a thought

My circle is microscopic, don't need long for the topic

If you're consumed with the doubt, the repercussions are toxic

So I been, pushing forward like October to November

And now that I'm heating up, don't try to hop on this rocket

Sky miles is rackin' up as I'm flyin'

Bose headphones intercepting the noises while I'm reclinin'

I'm all up in my element, Earth, Wind, and Fire

But After The Love Is Gone what will I really desire?

Paintin' pictures of hope just call me Pablo Picasso

Know a pretty young thing comin' straight from Morocco

I been to Mexico City eatin' churros and tacos

I'm just tryna see the world from LA down to Chicago

Rio, London, Paris and all the way to Vienna

Barcelona, Santorini and then a stop in Sienna

Been a minute since Germany

Mediterranean views, out in Tel Aviv

It's international PREACH

My life ain't picture perfect but it's perfect to me

I need to put it in a frame and hang it up in Paris

These lyrics might be the air to my lungs when I breathe

This music the Neosporin to my soul when it bleeds

I'm spitting like a llama the emperors found his groove

The rhythm of the beat is the rhythm to my blues

This is the fabric of life and I'm all up in the seams

But the day you bear the fruit's not the day you planted the seed

This is just another story of

Being stuck in the euphoria, 'phoria

I just want to be a courier

For the things I can't say

This is just another story of

Duckin' dodgin' the dysphoria, 'phoria

I just wanna be a warrior

But I can't fight this pain

I'm ready like set, go

My dawgs wit me PetCo

Never callin' PETA 'cause this Hunger Game a test so

Do not lose your noodle just go and get the pesto

Hatin' with them vocal cords, bet it feel like strep throat

Never ever stress though

Maybe just a little, ain't replying to her text though

Thirsty for some drama, she ensure me like the gecko

Always trust my gut, so

Guess she not my Pepto

They talking out they neck so this life is getting cutthroat

They'll throw you on the ground and have you laying down with Pop Smoke

Swimming like I'm Dory and I'm kinda getting tired

'Cause they toyin' with my story, now they lookin' like a Lotso

Life is bout the timing, the reason that I'm rhyming

All this pressure up on my chest, my heart feel just like a diamond

Sometimes it's like I'm sliding, they sayin' they got that dawg

But I'm tryin' to find that lion, been dreaming for way too long

It's feeling just like I'm flying, it's feeling just like I'm crying

I'm feeling so out of body, it's feeling just like I'm dying

It feels like there's no more tears in my eyes that I could be drying

It's feels like the cries that I've cried were ringing silent

It feels like the demons that are after me feeling violent

It feels like someone left me and stranded me on an island

Grindin' tryna reach my dreams they told me ain't no other way

I'll never hold my breath again when begging for some better days

Never understood why people hate on a life, 'cause

Even in my shoes you'd never mimic my stride, so

Do what you were meant to do

You can't control what's meant for you

I kick it by myself 'cause I don't like to do no interviews

The tape is coming into view

I'm late but I'm still introduced

The finish line is closer than a brother that is kin to you

The world is getting colder and colder, we freezing over

Now the sun is coming out and I'm praying for some exposure

This is just another story of

Being stuck in the euphoria, 'phoria

I just want to be a courier

For the things I can't say

This is just another story of

Duckin' dodgin' the dysphoria, 'phoria

I just wanna be a warrior

But I can't fight this pain