Outside ft. Xzaye Lyrics

Chillin' in my love seat

Feel like no one loves me

I don't wanna go outside

The rain is feelin' icy

No one's thinking like me

I don't wanna lose my mind

I've cried a thousand cries

Why can't I just fly?

If I could touch the sky

Then maybe I would go outside

Sometimes you need some help to know what's in ya

Got them Orinoco flows—hotter than Kenya

Harder than cold stones

The cream can take you to darker places than unknowns

World colder than Frozone

I remember waking up—middle of the night, tears in my eyes

I had a dream no Martin King, I thought that I'd died

I've climbed up on the steepest peaks, but still I survived

I could fill an ocean with the tears I've cried inside

All these thoughts running through my dome just like a comb, I can't respond

To all these messages up on on my phone, leave me alone

I feel like Michael with no microphone, shamone shamone

Life a Thriller, but The Thrill is Gone, no BB King

But the blues ringin' through this song—where is my queen?

I'm in between, going back and forth the rook is all alone

I'll let you sing, but only when I play them chords that make you moan

Life is nothing if a life cannot be sown

Stitched together by the fabric of the things you once condoned.

Life is kinda like a movie but you got it wrong

You can play it in your head but you can't rewind, you must move on

You can pick your battles but you cannot stop the thunderstorms

You can smell the flowers but you cannot stop the thorns

You can choose the way you use your time but cannot ask for more

What will be your legacy when walking out that door?

Every movie got a time limit

Hope you spending time in it

Don't put too much focus on the day that the time finish.

Hit Bikini bottom when life was Sandy, it wasn't sweet

Like that pineapple underneath the sea

It was darker than them trenches in documentaries

Not even evil entities could get some Z's up in these

More L's than the Spanish alphabet

I forget how many storms done left me soaking wet

I don't regret, my decisions but they left a silhouette

So, happy, mad, scared, and sad—work just like a quartet.

I'm stuck inside this vortex

I do not need no more stress

You like the attachment, but I like my shit cordless

I like to get straight to the point just like a swordfish or a marlin

The fruits of my labor ain't grow in your garden

The world cannot show love 'cause we always guarding

Our hearts as they harden

Can't march out those margins

'Cause when I'm speaking to myself sometimes it sound like it's foreign

So remember what's important

This life—I'm so thankful for it

This life—I pray I don't forfeit

This life

Chillin' in my love seat

Feel like no one loves me

I don't wanna go outside

The rain is feelin' icy

No one's thinking like me

I don't wanna lose my mind

I've cried a thousand cries

Why can't I just fly?

If I could touch the sky

Then maybe I would go outside

I've cried a thousand cries

Why can't I just fly?

If I could touch the sky

Then maybe I would go outside

I'm thankful that I opened my eyes to see the sun

The inner makings of moral wins, but we never won

We born to sin but we find the grace from within

So just, hold your breath to remember you gotta live

The joy is in the journey, lessons you learning

Really it hurt me to see the flames on them bridges burning

Hate in the heart is a dangerous drug

I'm praying them angel wings just wrap you up like a hug

I've cried a thousand cries

Why can't I just fly?

If I could touch the sky

Then maybe I would go outside