Creep Lyrics

So I light my cigarette up

Told my mama I will quit but it burns so good

Like the last girl I was in love with she don't even see me as an option

Some call her bad luck but I call it how it be

Last night I had a dream

That I killed two people in a hospice

My brother and myself got a process

Well I talk to myself whenever I think I'm alone

Spend my free time on the green line sunlight never liked my home

People love to veneer condescension in the tone

Playing puppet like they love it

Think I'm better off a long-long way from here

So I light another candle

Told myself I'd find the flame but it fades too soon

Like the last time I felt her touch beneath a waning moon

Some call it bad timing I call it destiny

Last night I had a dream

That I lost myself again no one searching for me

Well I talk to myself whenever I think I'm alone

Spend my free time on the green line sunlight never liked my home

People love to veneer condescension in the tone

Playing puppet like they love it

Think I'm better off a long-long way from here

If I vanished would they notice would their worlds still spin the same?

Or am I just a shadow haunting memories with shame?

There's a comfort in the silence in the numbness I embrace

Maybe peace exists somewhere just not within this space

I'm just a creep

At least that's what I'm supposed to be

I'm no longer human

Ashamed to think that I like it

Anything but a freak