mirrors Lyrics

I avoid mirrors

They're void of the truth

But I had such euphoric self-recognition

When I was with you

Colin broke a mirror

Because you kissed a girl

She had claimed me like some property

And it shattered our world

I wish that I could hate you

But any curse would be for sport

I didn't mean to doubt you

It's my fault that you fell short

Little reflections propped in corners we were

Every time we came clean, it just made it worse

Beams of light magnifying our hurt

We were broken, we watched us fall to the earth

Stormy clouds and warning signs

Depressed avoidance and end of times

You iced me out and drifted away

As I counted down the days

I wish that you would hate me

So I could stop hating myself

I saw that you were hurting

And couldn't seem to ask for help

Personal issues amplified infinitely

The strength of the descent killed the divinity

Shards, tears, and silence became our holy trinity

And our battered reflection betrayed what was left of me

I doubt that you could see

How lifeless you seemed

You can't have known what you looked like to me

I might've closed the door, but you broke the key

I might've thrown the towel in, but you agreed

I got blamed because I wore my heart on my sleeve

I broke you, after you shattered me